Currently Listening Secret Life of By Veronicas see related

boy: [on the phone] baby we need to talk

girl:Ricardo, what do you mean?

boy: something has come up..

girl: what? What is wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I dont want to hurt you baby

girl: *thinks* omg I hope he doesnt break up with me..I love him so much

boy: baby are you there?

Girl: yeah im here what is so important?

Boy: im not sure if I should say

girl: well you already brought it up, so please just tell me

boy: im leaving..

Girl: baby what are you talking about? I dont want you to leave me, I love you

boy: not like that, I mean im moving far away

girl: why? All your family lives here

boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding school..far away

girl: I cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts and yells furiously) Erika, what did I tell you about talking to boys? Get off the damn phone..(and hangs up)]

boy: wow your father sounds really mad

girl: you know how he gets, but anyways I dont want you to go

boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I cant..you dont know what would happen if I did. My dad would KILL ME.

Boy: *sad* its okay I understand I guess..

Girl: *thinking* I cant believe whats going on

boy: I need to give you something tonight because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: okay I will sneak out and meet you at the park

boy: okay ill meet you there in 20 min.

[They meet at the nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here you go, this is for you I gotta go

girl: (begins to cry)

boy: baby dont cry, you know I love you, but I have to go

girl: okay (begins to walk away)

sbgrl11: [They both go back home. And Erika begins to read the letter he gave her]

It says..

Erika,

You probably already know that im leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is that, I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my Brat and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that im leaving I thought you should know that I hate you brat, you never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Brat you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. I hate you so much, I will not talk to you soon brat...Goodbye

-Ricardo

[Erika begins to cry, she throws that paper in the garbage and cries for hours]

..a day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely..then she gets a phone call..

Friend: how are you feeling?

Girl: I just cant believe this happened I thought he loved me

Friend: o about that, Ricardo left me a message, a few days ago, he told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something..

Girl: ummm okay

[she finds a piece of paper in the jacket]

It says..

Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words..

Hate = love

never = always

Brat = baby

will not = will

..I hope you didnt take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and It was soo hard to let you go that's why I wanted you to run away with me..

-Ricardo

girl: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol okay but I got to go, call me later

girl: *happy* okay bye, ill be at home waiting for my baby to call me!!

..Erika turns the t.v on..

[breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors..this is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80..it was on its way to an all boys boarding school.." Reporter says.

[she turns off the tv..3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead and she had nothing to live for..]

..a day after that the phone rings. Nobody answer. It was Ricardo, he called and left a message " its Ricardo, I guess, your not home, I called to let you know that im alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if you got scared, I promise to make it up to you, everything will be okay, I love you so much..call me asap, bye!"

[he eventually finds out what happened, and also kills himself]

sometimes people lose the one they love, make sure you tell that special someone that you love them, because things happen, and you never know when you will lose that one person you love.. *the most difficult thing to do is LET the person you love slip away*

well its been awhile but going back to colorado in january...finals are comin up but so is winter break! which means the beach 

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xoxo

lauren nicole <3

Currently Listening Gold Digger Pt.1 By Kanye (Ft Jamie Foxx) West Gold Digger see related

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! i got a new cell so call it...homecoming was amazingg! officially miss the summer time right now...school is getting so hard. but so much to look forward to this month..getting a nano and going to colorado on the 28th! i cant wait! it should be so much funn

^^I LOVE ADAM BRODY!!! lol

The O.C.....cant wait till its on again..IN LIKE A MONTH!?!?! wayy to long...

If you can make a girl laugh you can make her do anything.
-Marilyn Monroe

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xoxo

lauren

Currently Watching The Notebook (New Line Platinum Series) By Gena Rowlands, James Garner, Ryan Gosling, Rachel McAdams see related

          They didnt agree on much, in fact 

they rarely agreed on anything. 
They fought all the time and challenenged 

each other everyday. 
But inspite of their differences, they had 

one thing in common. 
They were crazy about each other.. 
---the notebook

 my birthday=7 days

              homecoming=5 days

i finally learned what life's all about
hanging on when your heart's had enough
and giving more when you wanna give up
      -- NiCOLE RiCHiE

^^THE NOTEBOOK

love you all sooo much

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xoxo

~lauren

Currently Watching Laguna Beach - The Complete First Season By Lauren Conrad see related

this year so far has been amazing.

wayyy to much work tho...i miss the summer!

 but  i love all of you girls so much! thanks for

being there for me...

So what if I came clean
And told you all you mean to me
So what if I meant every word i said
Baby dont let it go to your head
So what if I write your name
Cuz your always on my brain
In the heart I've painted crimson red
Baby dont let it go to your
Dont be getting any big ideas
Let me make it clear

Just cuz I cant go on
Just cuz im done when your gone
Just cuz I think of you in bed
Dont let it go to your head
If I looked in your eyes
Want to, to many times
I memorized every word youve said
Dont let it go to your head

So what if I want to kiss
From your toes up to your lips
It dont mean that your've had me yet
Your gunna be good I bet
I'm the one whos in control here
Let me make it clear

Just cuz I cant go on
Just cuz im done when your gone
Just cuz i think of you in bed
Dont let it go to your head
If i looked in your eyes
Want to, to many times
I memorized every word youve said
Dont let it go to your head

Had a porcelin doll
Held on to it so tightly
But when it broke
I swore id never hold on to something that tightly again
Dont let it go to your head
      				 --fefe dobson ~dont let it go to your head

I miss them soo much ^^^^^

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xoxo

~lauren~

Currently Listening In Between Dreams By Jack Johnson Better Together see related

well school started monday and so far its amazing...but the homework part...im sick of it already! lol i made the volleyball team and practice is every night for two hours.... but its worth it...

First Loves… that’s exactly what they are…
Those are the ones that introduced you to everything,
Made you love them, loved you back,
And also broke your heart.
But no matter how hurt you are,
You’ll always love them. Always…
They’ll stay with you forever.
And only will you not notice it
But deep down you will compare every other guy to him
And none of them will live up…
Because he was your first love
Then after months of letting go…
When you finally think you are
Ok with letting him go, he’ll call…
Or you’ll hear “your” song…
Or you’ll go someplace where you went with him…
Or see a movie… Or see something that reminds you
Of how much he meant to you and
How much you really loved him and realize
You’re not completely over him and never will be.
But you know that you are ok without him,
And you know that he is ok without you,
The memories you had will stay with you forever,
And no one can ever take away the fact that
He was your FIRST LOVE and you were his.
You will always have a special place in your heart for him
But that doesn’t mean there isn’t a bigger place
in your heart for someone else.

just a thought to go out there...if u care about someone...u cant just say u do...u have to show it

xoxo

lauren

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